important life lessons
Hello..
this afternoon, it happened again... never in my life did i feel sooo stupid!!
But it was very strange.. after that, suddenly he became soo nice, he even brought my handbag for me, sthg he never likes to do. but initially, i was very bad, i didnt even allow him to hold my hand.. but then i accepted it, only to let go a while later. then i voiced out my 'anger' but after that, after some time, i finally cooled off, then i felt guilty 4 wasting so much time being mad with him, when every single second with him is very precious, cos he's always so forever busy. so, it was ok after that.. then it was time to go home and split. haizz... so sad...
i guess, i really learnt 3 very important lessons today..
1) people can and will make the stupidest mistakes, but its still useless to waste soo much time being sooo mad and blaming them for the mistakes committed. whats done cannot be undone, so its soo much easier to be mad 4 a while, then cool off and bury the hatchet. by the way, its sooo much more easier on your heart and health and overall well-being when u r smiling and happy, than when u r keeping all those anger within you. N u will also look younger with all the calmness in ur heart and mind.
2) my time with him is soo limited, it will be even lesser next year. thus, i should reallllyy appreciate and treasure every second i have with him, instead of pushing him away every tiny time i am mad at him... i have just learnt today, maybe thats the only way he knows on how to 'soften' my heart.. and i noe it does work, so i should giv him that chance, its for the best of us anyway.. ultimately, we make up and be happy again.
3) no matter how he makes me mad, or does the silliest things, or does the stupidest things, eventually, i will still miss him a lot, like 10 mins after we split.. not jus because i love him.. its something else.. as if i need him, as if he makes me and my life complete, though, in the truest, literal sense, my life has so far become even more incomplete with his presence, but somehow, ya.. the attraction is forever there. happened umpteen times.. we quarrel like crazy, then we make up, then its as if we never even had the slightest disagreement at all. Alhamdulillah, maybe its God's way of showing that we WERE made 4 each other. i leave it to Him to decide whos best 4 me.
this afternoon, it happened again... never in my life did i feel sooo stupid!!
But it was very strange.. after that, suddenly he became soo nice, he even brought my handbag for me, sthg he never likes to do. but initially, i was very bad, i didnt even allow him to hold my hand.. but then i accepted it, only to let go a while later. then i voiced out my 'anger' but after that, after some time, i finally cooled off, then i felt guilty 4 wasting so much time being mad with him, when every single second with him is very precious, cos he's always so forever busy. so, it was ok after that.. then it was time to go home and split. haizz... so sad...
i guess, i really learnt 3 very important lessons today..
1) people can and will make the stupidest mistakes, but its still useless to waste soo much time being sooo mad and blaming them for the mistakes committed. whats done cannot be undone, so its soo much easier to be mad 4 a while, then cool off and bury the hatchet. by the way, its sooo much more easier on your heart and health and overall well-being when u r smiling and happy, than when u r keeping all those anger within you. N u will also look younger with all the calmness in ur heart and mind.
2) my time with him is soo limited, it will be even lesser next year. thus, i should reallllyy appreciate and treasure every second i have with him, instead of pushing him away every tiny time i am mad at him... i have just learnt today, maybe thats the only way he knows on how to 'soften' my heart.. and i noe it does work, so i should giv him that chance, its for the best of us anyway.. ultimately, we make up and be happy again.
3) no matter how he makes me mad, or does the silliest things, or does the stupidest things, eventually, i will still miss him a lot, like 10 mins after we split.. not jus because i love him.. its something else.. as if i need him, as if he makes me and my life complete, though, in the truest, literal sense, my life has so far become even more incomplete with his presence, but somehow, ya.. the attraction is forever there. happened umpteen times.. we quarrel like crazy, then we make up, then its as if we never even had the slightest disagreement at all. Alhamdulillah, maybe its God's way of showing that we WERE made 4 each other. i leave it to Him to decide whos best 4 me.
posted by crystal at 11:30 PM
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