we see how it goes

Today, i made some phone calls, to clear everything up by the end of this year.Boy, was i SHOCKED to hear the total amount... haizz... but on the other hand, i was glad i called, so i know the current situation now and the most important thing is.... i can have a brand new clean slate next year!!I hope this time it works.. its not sthg i really like though, in fact, i kinda hate having to do all for him, but thats the least i could do to help.. maybe he jus needs some guidance... but of coz.. i duno 4 how long do i have to keep doing it, IF it does goes well the next 6 mths.. nvmind... let's see... cant tell anything now anyway, so why waste my energy worrying, rite?oh ya, so, today, Yr-Honour asked abt my end-yr promise, so i told him my decision. He was very supportive,advised me, then encouraged me. I really owe him a lot and i can never repay him. only God's grace can repay him.So.. FINALLY, my mind is CLEARED, for the time being... then we see how it progresses next yr.