Quality time spent is invaluable

Today, i went over to do my work.. it was great... great time spent together in each other's company, without spending. hehe.. the ultimate way to spend quality time together. i duno... when i look at him.. my heart is stillllll wondering... do i really want to face him everyday of my life?? a part of me says yes... but another part jus stonesss.. but i tink i do.. i tink i jus need to have a certain degree of stability and assurance from him, which he has still been unable to provide me with. InsyaAllah.. i hope he will.. i will give him more time...
Then, after resting, we went out to collect his sunglasses. During dinner, we talked about houses and he described to me what he wanted in his house, every detail.. from the living room to the kitchen to the washroom. for the first time since we talked about the 'later' life.. we DIDNT quarrel. i simple listened to all his ideas and ya... i agreed wif all.. jus as i wanted the house to be, simple and neat.. the way he described it, he mus hav placed a lot of thought in it i think.. =) so nice and sweet of him... nvr thought he could hav considered that far. now i noe that he WAS serious when he asked if i wanted to apply for a flat earlier.. i never knew it will take 3 yrs... soo long.. if i knew, i would hav agreed.. but i guess at that time, i was sooo much more confused.. i simply didnt dare.. but i guess now ...hmm... after i heard soo much... i wish i can plan my house tomoro.. hehehe..